in my opinion, no guy is worth getting hurt over. well unless you're REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY SURE that he <3 you and you <3 him. but if he really loves you, WHY ARE YOU GETTING HURT IN THE FIRST PLACE? hmm and i think its STUPID to fall in love with someone based on their looks (well, im scolding myself of course) heh. i feel stupid, confused and utterly and totally disappointed in myself. well, and coupled with those feelings are those of uncertainty and fickle-mindedness. SIGH. being a teenager SUCKS. well sometimes.

i wish i could stay young forever, preserve that innocence that children have, and look at the world with childlike wonder.

yeap, but UNFORTUNATELY, we all have to grow up sometime. just don't know if i'm ready for these kind of stuff.

ok. heavy stuff GONE! now on a lighter note,

TOMORROW SAC DOS HAVE A FRIENDLY (YEA RIGHT!) DEBATE MATCH AGAIN NAN CHIAU HIGH SCHOOL! MAY THE BEST TEAM WIN! :D

so much has been going on, my life feels so PACKED with stress and overwhelming schoolwork. but NEVERMIND, I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THE HOLIDAYS :D